I should be doing homework right now. I have so much work to catch up on, so much crap that I really don't see the use for right now. Why am I filling my life with so much worry, stress, negativity and anxiety? I really do not have an answer for that. I've thought about the possibilities available to me when I finish, but there is no real resolution in my mind to do one specific thing for the rest of my life. I've thought about teaching, and so far that just seems to make the most sense...only I don't really like school and don't have the grades to get into teacher's college. I don't know. I'm just very confused and don't know what the next step is; I just know I have to take it.